I Wished I Had Cherished Time In Primary School

These days, I haven't been living that well. It probably was the worst one month of my whole entire life. Well, I've made new friends and forgotten some... But all day long I was thinking about the good old days where we waited for the bell to ring and our teachers had to bring us back to our own classrooms, the half and hour crazy conversation we've had together daily.

Everyday without fail, I wished that time passed faster. Even now...

Was it foolish to do so? I guess it was...

I'm still trying to adapt to that new environment... everything's broken down...

I mean, I'm very sure nothing's wrong with my attitude, its just that some people just...

I'm not antisocial... I just want to see how fake people are.

Well, its a new year and I wish all a Happy Lunar New Year!

What Do I Do?

Hi there!!! So this is a random chapter, and I just wanna thank all of my readers for supporting me! So firstly, I saw this korean mask brand Faith In Face and really wanna try it! Its a hydrogel mask!!! Looks really awesome!

And secondly, somethings that happened recently.... Its all too overwhelming! The best friend I mention on my blog a few months ago... She left, it was a silent goodbye and that's what hurts the most...

 Well its not that I hate her on anything, its just that I feel that she shouldn't just dump me because she has other friends. I think that she should actually learn what it feels like... 

Thirdly, I keep on procrastinating on writing my fanfiction... I'm truly sorry, but I'm too freaking lazy to tidy my messy desk and write .... I have lots and lots of inspiration at night.

Fourthly, primary school has closed its chapter, I'm currently preparing for a new one. I'm really excited to meet new friends! But also kinda scared because of my experience in primary school!

Fifthly, I am missing my class so so so much, so much memories I couldn't count!!! 

Sixthly, I really wanna thank my family members for all their moral support! Till the end, I realised that family was still the best! I wanna thank my mummy especially! Thank you for fetching from school and bringing me home everyday without fail! 我很感激你！Thank you for supporting in everything I do too!!! 

Seventhly, this is perhaps the longest post. If you do things without passion, might as well not do it, cause what's life without passion.( omg that sounds wrong tho) jkjk.

Eightly, I wanna thank my younger sister  

Although I personally think you very naughty, always come disturb me on purpose then tell mummy that its me who started. Nevermind about that! I still love you so much. We always quarrel and I think thats normal...We are partners in crime ( you know what I mean). I really wanna thank god that you are my sister.

Ninthly, I hope to get into the school of my first choice!!  God please!!!! Help me!!!

Tenthly, thank you guys for supporting me! I really appreciate it! 

Eleventh-ly I wanna thank everyone!!!!!!

My PSLE Results

Hi there! Most of the people know that I've been working real hard just to ace those exams. So, what's my score? Sad to say, its an 207. My goal was 220, I worked so hard. Sacrificed all the time I've had...... And all I got was a mere 207. Although I was 3rd in class, it was really disappointing. 

Well I believe that I'll do better in Secondary School. Who knows?

PSLE's over, results are already out. I'm really glad to have a mother that encourages me instead of nagging all day long! I will continue to do better! 

And those who once looked down on me, I want to say, the day I stood on the stage to receive the award, you feel bad didn't you? Seeing that I was third, you wanted to pull me down didn't you? But sadly, I'm too strong to be influenced. 

I've been tolerating, that was it. God isn't blind you know.

And to all P6's, all the best in your next phrase in life! Jiayou!

End Of Primary School Life

Finally, it's the end. Friends whom I share my sorrows with, friends I've known for a long time, I realize, it's all gonna come to an end. It's because we all should learn to let go. We all have been waiting for this day, but when the time arrives, we all want it to start all over again.


Its sad today's my last day, we're never ever gonna be in the same class, same school, unless our fate is strong... All this is finally.... Over.
Firstly, to Jessiah, the one who saved me every time.

You're a really great friend, caring and observant. since last week , I told you that I'm gonna post something about you. This is it, its for you. I really hope you'll be in the same school as me. Thank you, its a really great joy to have you in my life!!!


We've comed so far... Its time!!


Its a time to find new friends too!

Last Few Lessons In School

Okay, 2 more days to PSLE. I'm not feeling nervous or anything, and that's because I've already prepared for my exams.

6 years of education, and only from primary 4 onwards I concentrated in class. I hope it's not too late.

That is the exam I've been studying for 6 years of my life and I'm gonna give it my best shot.

 I've decided to finally give my brain a break. I kind of cannot believe that in 2 days time, I'm gonna be sitting for the first major exam in my life!

It's time!


The last few lessons in school were the same.But still,because of the haze almost everyone in my class feels very uncomfortable.....

I'll see you in my next blog post! Remember to follow me on Instagram, twitter and Bloglovin' ! 

Hey!

Just one more week before I can be free!!!

I NEED TO BEAR WITH IT!!!!



I would start blogging frequently from next week onwards if I can and I really hope to get into the secondary school of my choice!


I'm still considering which 6 schools I should choose!


Time passes so fast especially this year........

Sometimes I feel like crying and sometimes I feel that life's really that short.

Currently there is only 6 days to my PSLe and I'm using my free time to post.

It takes me about 7 minutes to post about a 100 words I guess.



Love you guys!
Fighting!

Teachers Day

Teachers Day is a day where we tell teachers how we feel. This year is a very important year for me as I'm taking my PSLE examinations.
Here, I wish all teachers a HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!

Dedicated to:
Mrs Kwan

Message:
Dear Mrs Kwan, thank you for teaching us patiently and guiding us along!

Dear Mdm Ho
Thank you for guiding us along as this is a very important year for us!

 To all the teachers who taught me, thank you for being patient!

Back From School

Hi guys! I'm so happy to have readers from Brazil and the United States!
I'm blogging about what happened in school today and how I feel now.

First of all, I feel scared, because I'm not sure if that person is gonna be change the time for his tuition.

How Would I Rate Today?
4/106
Why I deducted 4 points?
2 points because I feel very afraid
1 point because I didn't have the chance to tell my teacher that I didn't want to be class chairperson anymore.
1 points because school was not great at all.


So What Happened In School?

I wasn't happy at all in school. I felt depressed, I didn't know if I should go for counselling as for now. I felt like I was stupid because I didn't retaliate.


But anyway, what makes me scared is that he is staying in my neighbourhood and I'm afraid I might bump into him on the streets and more things might happen.

See You Guys In My Next Post!

School Again

I have to get up at 5.50 in the morning every dang school day.

I do not like going to school!

After the punching incident, I'm a little afraid of boys!

I'm afraid some might bash me or anything!

Going to school again , see you when I'm home!

Traumatized

I'm still traumatized because of the punching incident and currently I'm like staying at home.

I am angry, in pain and traumatized.

If I were to punch him now, he would be lying on the hospital bed!

The Whole Of My Primary School Life

In Primary 1....

I was a short and plump girl. I didn't have much friends and I didn't know why. I remembered being called up by the teacher every time.

In Primary 2........

I was too naive

There was this girl "C"(the same girl mentioned in my first post)who was quite close to me. Then one day,she and "K", ganged up and bullied me. The whole level didn't talk to me and I didn't have ANY friends. I felt so depressed. I was only 8.

In Primary 3......

I was a loner.

I had started to built a " defence wall". I was wary of anyone who tried to come near me and I doubt everyone.Although I was always alone, this time I didn't felt lonely.

In Primary 4....

I was a mischievious girl.

I started to try and trust people. I gained a few friends and eventually, they left . " C " finally left from my life. She went to other school.

In Primary 5....

I was a quiet and well behaved girl. I was chosen as class chairperson. I felt so proud. Nothing bad happened this year.

In Primary 6....

I was chosen as class chairperson yet again. My PSLE is about to come and I' m working on it!

You can see how my personality changed and how I felt in primary school. This is gonna be the last year I'm going to be in primary school and I promise I would really miss Primary 6!