Now I Know.....

Now I know that a woman's mood can go like a roller coaster. Whoa. First I was sad and now? I'm on cloud 9.

What made me happy? Seeing my viewership going up! Thank you for supporting me!  I may want to do more of long reviews!

Do follow me on Instagram and comment saying that you read my blog! Thank you!

Being Criticised

I'm always being criticised. Fat,ugly,dumb. Its always these tree words. I know I'm fat, I do have eyes you know? And how do you define ugly?Are you smarter than me by criticising me?  If you are, you wouldn't be using these three words everyone would know. 

You know what, I don't really care but it hurts you know. Maybe you aren't loved by your parents and you are crticised by your parents thats why you come out to society and criticise others. Grow up people! Do you think I really care? Do you think that everyone is as shallow as you? Don't judge. Everything happens for a reason and no one has the right the judge,unless you're a judge.

You guys are so so so shallow. 

Some Things Change

Hey readers, I just posted a review and now I'm gonna tell you about what just happened to me.

Some things come and go, now I don't know what forever is. Does forever even exist? Can I still trust people? I don't know honestly. After so many things happened to me, I don't know if I can still trust people. 

After so many setbacks and betrayals, I finally learned. I trust people but I don't trust them 100%. The first time I felt betrayed was when I trusted that person so much as if they were my family, but right now, I feel so hurt and deep down my heart? I still can't believe that she left. Is it because of my attitude? It is because of my appearance? Am I really that ugly or are you just purely judgemental ? 

Dear stranger or ex friend, if you are reading this right now, I just want to tell you that karma does exist. What goes around comes around. You betray me today, someone will betray you someday. I will get over it soon.

-Tae 

AC Clinic Daily Gel Lotion

Hey guys! Today I'm gonna write ablut the Etude House's AC Clinic Daily Gel Lotion.

This gel lotion is just simply awesome. I have conbination skin and will have breakouts very often on my forehead. I use this on my whole face and it seriously moisturises my face without making my T-zone look like..... 

I really love this gel lotion!!! 

I have tuition.....

I really hate tuition, I even have to go on a Saturday morning....... I feel so sleepy man. Sad life.

Finally Bored

The third time I've been bored. Seriously nothing to do other than blogging about random things! I don't have any new books to read !!!!!! Fustrated!!!!

Hamsters

So this post is about hamsters. I really love hamsters and I've had them before.

I currently have a Sapphire breed hamster and its a female.

How long have they been in my house?
1 1/2 years now.

I've experimented with the pellet type of bedding and it really sucks! Whats worst is that I bought the one with the bigger package.

The next breed I intend to buy is the Pearl Winter White one. It looks so soft and fluffy！！！

Hey...

 Hi readers!  I won't be able to post so often from now cause I'm quite busy and I' m very sorry about it!

Korean Beauty Products

I will be trying out a few of the products I think people with acne skin would like to try and they are all from Korea.

So how do I choose them?

I would check out mostly stuff from Etude House and Innisfree.

End of blog post...
See you guys !

How My Friend's Cousin Damaged My Phone

So when we were playing football, I was taking my phone and he kicked the ball not seeing that I was holding my phone. So there goes my phone and it flew.

The hole where we insert the earphones(idk what its called) was being distorted and yep

How To Survive Without A Phone And What I Do When I'm Bored

No No No No! I can't actually survive without a phone. Notice why my blog seldom have photos?
That's because I don't know how to upload it on my computer!

What I do when I'm bored?
I usually have a book and music player with me wherever I go.

If I'm at home, I would write and write about random stuff.

I really hate days without my phone!!!

Saga is finally over.

Hi readers! This post is all about the recent issue and it's finally over.

The past is in the past.
Let's not talk about it anymore.

So you guys do realise that I have created a few pages, let me give a brief description of these pages.

Aunt Agony is a page for you to tell me about the things that happened to you and I shall give you some advices!

Contact Me is a page where I state some details about how you can get into contact with me.

Beauty is about reviews and more

Food is about where I went to eat and places I recommend.

Period And Cramps (for female readers!)

So this post is about periods and I'm gonna share with you the my first experience when I was 11.

I was at this mall and I went to the toilet, I Realised that there was blood on my undergarment and I went out screaming for my mum.

Cramps hurt like hell. There are also the backaches and I just hate it. Well I guess every female will hate it one day too...

PMS. Yes that's right. Sometimes I can shout and scream like I'm from an asylum and everyone will be like, the heck is wrong with you?


I have lots of cravings for chocolate and fast food. IDK why either.

So I skipped school today because of the cramps and such.

I feel that my ovaries are gonna explode OMGGGG


My back feels like it's gonna break into two.

And that's how I feel!

My Mother (Part 1)

Year 1994

My mother and my aunt was once treated like a slave. She dropped out of school at 15 years old to support her family to provide for her sick mother and a sick elder brother. Her salary was less than $1000.

Her kind cousin brother took her in but, his wife showed her attitude. She shared a room with her sister , nieces and nephews.

As she was working night shift, she didn't sleep well in the day as the children were far too noisy.

She receives lots and lots of sarcasm from her cousin sister in law. She didn't dare to eat much in he house either. After a few months, she and my mother and my aunt decided to move out. They rented a room together and the monthly rental was $500.


My aunt was the one who sacrifice the most, said my mother. She dropped out the school even earlier. She dropped out in primary school.

Teachers Day

Teachers Day is a day where we tell teachers how we feel. This year is a very important year for me as I'm taking my PSLE examinations.
Here, I wish all teachers a HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!

Dedicated to:
Mrs Kwan

Message:
Dear Mrs Kwan, thank you for teaching us patiently and guiding us along!

Dear Mdm Ho
Thank you for guiding us along as this is a very important year for us!

 To all the teachers who taught me, thank you for being patient!

Back From School

Hi guys! I'm so happy to have readers from Brazil and the United States!
I'm blogging about what happened in school today and how I feel now.

First of all, I feel scared, because I'm not sure if that person is gonna be change the time for his tuition.

How Would I Rate Today?
4/106
Why I deducted 4 points?
2 points because I feel very afraid
1 point because I didn't have the chance to tell my teacher that I didn't want to be class chairperson anymore.
1 points because school was not great at all.


So What Happened In School?

I wasn't happy at all in school. I felt depressed, I didn't know if I should go for counselling as for now. I felt like I was stupid because I didn't retaliate.


But anyway, what makes me scared is that he is staying in my neighbourhood and I'm afraid I might bump into him on the streets and more things might happen.

See You Guys In My Next Post!

School Again

I have to get up at 5.50 in the morning every dang school day.

I do not like going to school!

After the punching incident, I'm a little afraid of boys!

I'm afraid some might bash me or anything!

Going to school again , see you when I'm home!

My Daily Routine

 The following list is gonna be my daily routine.
1.Wake up
2.Brush up
3.School
4.Homework
5.Blogging
6.Dinner
7.Skincare
8.Sleep

And repeat the whole routing again and again...

HATE HOMEWORKKKKKKKKKK

How I Stop Biting My Nails

Hey guys, after the traumatic experience, I've finally cooled down a little, but I'm still very afraid.

Anyway, this blog post is about how I stop biting my nails.

I always take a calming marble stone with me when I'm bored, as I notice that when I'm bored, I tend to bite my nails.

I've been biting my nails for like 5 years until I decided that it was time for a change. No more bad habits!

I trim away the bitten part and waited it to grow out.

Korean Beauty Products Shop

Whenever I go into any Korean beauty products shop and buy anything,they will give tons of freebies.

So fun!!!!!!!

What I love to buy?
Mask, Lip Products , Cream and lots more!

Where do I buy them?
The nearest shop near my house!

I really love love love Korean beauty products!

Just Woke Up From An Afternoon Nap

Forgot the date, the year and which century I'm from.

Still feeling upset and he and his mother is a .........

Bought a few stuff and caught a movie just now and my mood is still .....

Since that boy and his mother has so much time..........

I've never seen such people in my life before......


Alright. Blogging makes me feel better,I'm gonna blog about something more cheerful.

I went to the theatre to catch the movie, Inside Out.

You should catch this movie! It's awesome

Sun-prise Mild Airy Finish sunblock from Etude House

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I'm doing a review today because my mum brought me to the mall to brighten my mood.
I went into Etude House and got this sun-prise mild airy finish and a few other items.

This sunblock has a SPF50+ protection and is suitable for sensitive skin.

It's texture is liquidly and non greasy.

Traumatized

I'm still traumatized because of the punching incident and currently I'm like staying at home.

I am angry, in pain and traumatized.

If I were to punch him now, he would be lying on the hospital bed!

What Makes a Parent A Failure?

I'm angry currently and I'm writing this post to express how I felt when one of a tuition centre student came to punch me.

After he punched me, he said that he felt a sense of satisfactory.

The boy's mother asked him to apologize and he apologized. Does she think that a sorry would make things better?

She said that I was a big mouth and whatsoever.

The reason he hit me?
When this girl named Elva came in, I called her Elsa. What is wrong with that?!?

What makes me even angrier is that he still dares to talk back to my mother.

My mother was so angry that her legs were trembling.

I currently have bruises on my right shoulder and it freaking hurts.

The boy continued and said "I already apologized, what more do you expect?"

He rolled his eyes at my sister and glared at my mother.

His mother was siding with his son when he was in the wrong.

As a parent, shouldn't she say something that is right?

I was raging when his mother asked me to apologize when I did nothing wrong and she said that I was the one creating trouble!

No wonder your son hits people without a valid reason.



After that, my mum called the police.
The teacher had installed a CCTV in the classroom and it shows clearly how he hitted me.

Changing all my profile pics.

Why I changed it?

I changed it because of some personal and serious matters and I do not wish to reveal too much about myself currently. I will change back when I think it's time to do so.

Starting To Write Reviews On The Weekends!

Hey dear readers! I'm gonna start to write review for mostly Korean skincare products and books.

This reviews will be made every Saturday or Sunday if I have got time to do so.

I'm also gonna write reviews about food in SG and lots more!

Follow my Instagram as I'm gonna update a lot real soon!

Alright! I'll see you guys later if my mum allows me to use the computer! See ya!

-Tae

Learning Korean + Tips!

I'm going to start my Korean language learning class in about November, and I'm currently trying to put it to one side first. BUT I CAN'T! How can I put that aside? I keep thinking that November is gonna come real soon and I'll have my time to learn Korean.

I've already learned the basics including the consonants and vowels.

Tips for those who are learning:
1.Get magazines or books printed in Korean and read them until you're comfortable reading.

2.Listen to K-pop, it helps you to pronounce better and there are many words you can learn.

3.Take your time...Learning a language  is not as easy as you think, but it is also not that hard. We all have been speaking our own language from the time we were born till now isn't it?

4.Practice makes perfect. Practice speaking.

5.Do not give up!


I've been learning Korean like £ months ago and I can read fluently now! take your time!

My Vision And Contact Lenses

Hey readers! Here's the update as promised! I hope you guys could share your story with me too!
I realised I needed glasses.
Glasses are annoying and I asked my mum if I could get contact lenses. I expected that she would say
no. Well I expected it to be a no as she always said that I was too young and my eyes are still developing. I finally agreed with that and didn't pester my mum anymore.
But still , I want to try them when I get older.

My vision is quite bad. I'm short sighted and I wear glasses.
Both my eyes are 175 degrees.
I use to lie down on my bed to read books and use gadgets. I use the computer almost everyday for 5 hours straight without taking a break.
My mother had warned me countless times about my vision but I turned her words to a deaf ear.

How to share with me your story?
Email me at enyalow@gmail.com
Although this is a short post, I'm gonna post more later! Bye!

It's Monday Again...

Hey guys,it's Monday again. I hate Mondays seriously. The reason why, I have tuition, the teacher is not in a so good mood ang always gives us tons and tons of homework,my mum's mood is bad,my dad's mood is also very bad,my sister has got mood swings and I  feel very bad.

Sometimes it's because of some not so smart people in my class and they always try to do some childish stuff. GROW UP PEOPLE! I AM VERY DANG ANNOYED!

Since today is Monday, I will post about 3-4 posts?

It depends on my mood.

Just kidding.

See you in my next blog post!

The Whole Of My Primary School Life

In Primary 1....

I was a short and plump girl. I didn't have much friends and I didn't know why. I remembered being called up by the teacher every time.

In Primary 2........

I was too naive

There was this girl "C"(the same girl mentioned in my first post)who was quite close to me. Then one day,she and "K", ganged up and bullied me. The whole level didn't talk to me and I didn't have ANY friends. I felt so depressed. I was only 8.

In Primary 3......

I was a loner.

I had started to built a " defence wall". I was wary of anyone who tried to come near me and I doubt everyone.Although I was always alone, this time I didn't felt lonely.

In Primary 4....

I was a mischievious girl.

I started to try and trust people. I gained a few friends and eventually, they left . " C " finally left from my life. She went to other school.

In Primary 5....

I was a quiet and well behaved girl. I was chosen as class chairperson. I felt so proud. Nothing bad happened this year.

In Primary 6....

I was chosen as class chairperson yet again. My PSLE is about to come and I' m working on it!

You can see how my personality changed and how I felt in primary school. This is gonna be the last year I'm going to be in primary school and I promise I would really miss Primary 6!