I Used To Be. I Used To Have

Today's topic is about what I was like the previous years , what I've had and what I've learned from it.



I used to be a really bad friend, I copied homework from my best friend, lets call her Jane.

Everyday, I went to school early just to get my homework "done", when I was in primary 5. It was a month before when I started copying her work. One month later, it was the P5 camp. During the last day of the camp, she suddenly didn't want to talk to me and I didn't know the reason why.

So on that day, I went home,crying. My mother fetched me from school and I decided to put up an act. We walked to a foodcourt nearby.I think that my mother sensed that something wasn't right with me and asked me if anything has happened to me. I couldn't take it anymore, tears were welling up in my eyes, I cried. I told my mother about the Jane thing and she was like okay okay, don't cry. She patted my back and comforted me, I felt so embarrassed as I was in public. I was really good to that girl except that copying think that makes me a bad friend...

The lesson I learned , never believe those who are putting on an angel's face, the devil was once an angel.

Some Things Change

Hey readers, I just posted a review and now I'm gonna tell you about what just happened to me.

Some things come and go, now I don't know what forever is. Does forever even exist? Can I still trust people? I don't know honestly. After so many things happened to me, I don't know if I can still trust people. 

After so many setbacks and betrayals, I finally learned. I trust people but I don't trust them 100%. The first time I felt betrayed was when I trusted that person so much as if they were my family, but right now, I feel so hurt and deep down my heart? I still can't believe that she left. Is it because of my attitude? It is because of my appearance? Am I really that ugly or are you just purely judgemental ? 

Dear stranger or ex friend, if you are reading this right now, I just want to tell you that karma does exist. What goes around comes around. You betray me today, someone will betray you someday. I will get over it soon.

-Tae