I've Learned.

2015,a year I've learned that true friends ain't easy to find, I've gotta be independent, and attitude is everything.

Well firstly, who are my friends? .... They are people I've trusted wholeheartedly and yet they betrayed me. 

Sorry but I'm not that stupid to fall right in your trap once more. I've learned. Whats the point of betraying me? Well, I'm sure no one is perfect and why do you criticise?

 If you think you're so perfect, why not participate in Miss Universe? 

Even the contestants inside aren't perfect. So why the hell are you judging me. 

Leaving a comment wherever you go. These are the final days. 

Cherish it or lose it forever.

Secondly, I've learned to be independent. This society is cruel, no one is going to help you.

 Its either that you're or that you've gotta be more independent. You've gotta create opportunities for yourself!

Last but not least, I know that I used to be bossy, a leader cannot satisfy everyone. 

You've gotta learn how to deal with people with attitude problem.

 Attitude is everything. If you think that being a leader is that easy, why not exchange job with your leader ? See if that job and responsibility is easy.

Hate on me.... Whatever, coz I DON'T CARE ANYMORE. 

I almost suffered from depression! Thank goodness I didn't . Think positively, its your life. Take charge of it. 

I hate people who keep on telling me that they are committing  suicide and stuff. Please. If you think that you're gonna gain attention from it, I suggest you be a clown, its a hundred times easier. But don't give up on life!

 There are so many wonders out there waiting for you! 

I Used To Be. I Used To Have

Today's topic is about what I was like the previous years , what I've had and what I've learned from it.



I used to be a really bad friend, I copied homework from my best friend, lets call her Jane.

Everyday, I went to school early just to get my homework "done", when I was in primary 5. It was a month before when I started copying her work. One month later, it was the P5 camp. During the last day of the camp, she suddenly didn't want to talk to me and I didn't know the reason why.

So on that day, I went home,crying. My mother fetched me from school and I decided to put up an act. We walked to a foodcourt nearby.I think that my mother sensed that something wasn't right with me and asked me if anything has happened to me. I couldn't take it anymore, tears were welling up in my eyes, I cried. I told my mother about the Jane thing and she was like okay okay, don't cry. She patted my back and comforted me, I felt so embarrassed as I was in public. I was really good to that girl except that copying think that makes me a bad friend...

The lesson I learned , never believe those who are putting on an angel's face, the devil was once an angel.