Family

My family is awesome, and I'm pretty sure that there's no one other than my sister in the whole wide world that knows me more than my my parents do. Maybe only for now...

My sister is just like any other sister,but she is special...
Because I'm pretty sure no one talks the exact same way she does to me and treat me exactly like she does. Initially, I thought that having a sister pretty much sucks because it's annoying, but since then, things in school started happening.
I realised that although she is annoying most of the time, she was the only one that stood by me when I needed her most, not some bullshit people who claims themselves as a friend of mine.

People who claims themselves as my friend, they usually make use of me. I'm pretty sure we'll all meet that one person in life like that.

Back to family. They are always there for me, no matter what. Well, if they are always there when you're happy but not there for you when you're sad , what's the point? I mean you need them when you're down right? But they're not there.....

My mother is irreplaceable, I know that what she does is beneficial to me. well today's her birthday and I appreciated her for everything.

Dear Mummy, I appreciate you for everything, cooking meals for me isn't easy and I know that. I know that at times, I may be really defiant, but most importantly is that I don't turn bad in secondary school. I bear in mind that choosing friends in secondary school is important. Well I want to say, Happy Birthday to you!!!

Last but not least, my Dad.

Our home's breadwinner, thank you for working diligently everyday just to provide food on the table, I didn't really realise that lots of time passed, I've grown up and that you're becoming older each year. Me and meimei appreciate everything you've done for our family and we want to say a very big thank you to you!

I Used To Be. I Used To Have

Today's topic is about what I was like the previous years , what I've had and what I've learned from it.



I used to be a really bad friend, I copied homework from my best friend, lets call her Jane.

Everyday, I went to school early just to get my homework "done", when I was in primary 5. It was a month before when I started copying her work. One month later, it was the P5 camp. During the last day of the camp, she suddenly didn't want to talk to me and I didn't know the reason why.

So on that day, I went home,crying. My mother fetched me from school and I decided to put up an act. We walked to a foodcourt nearby.I think that my mother sensed that something wasn't right with me and asked me if anything has happened to me. I couldn't take it anymore, tears were welling up in my eyes, I cried. I told my mother about the Jane thing and she was like okay okay, don't cry. She patted my back and comforted me, I felt so embarrassed as I was in public. I was really good to that girl except that copying think that makes me a bad friend...

The lesson I learned , never believe those who are putting on an angel's face, the devil was once an angel.

Some Things Change

Hey readers, I just posted a review and now I'm gonna tell you about what just happened to me.

Some things come and go, now I don't know what forever is. Does forever even exist? Can I still trust people? I don't know honestly. After so many things happened to me, I don't know if I can still trust people. 

After so many setbacks and betrayals, I finally learned. I trust people but I don't trust them 100%. The first time I felt betrayed was when I trusted that person so much as if they were my family, but right now, I feel so hurt and deep down my heart? I still can't believe that she left. Is it because of my attitude? It is because of my appearance? Am I really that ugly or are you just purely judgemental ? 

Dear stranger or ex friend, if you are reading this right now, I just want to tell you that karma does exist. What goes around comes around. You betray me today, someone will betray you someday. I will get over it soon.

-Tae