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Thursday, December 31, 2015

Tomorrow's The Day.

Tomorrow's 2016, and a new chapter is starting for me, I really look forward to secondary school but on the other side, I'm afraid. There are things that made me miserable, like parting with friends etc, but everything has a silver lining isn't it?

New Year Resolutions.
Well I guess I'm just going to set some realistic ones, not too far fetched and I'm going to complete em.


Next thing I want to announce.
I might be taking a hiatus due to my studies,but maybe not really a hiatus, it just isn't my priority anymore. Its kind of like a thing to do whenever I'm free.

EXO IS COMING TO SG AND NOOOOO! I CAN'T GO TO THEIR CONCERT!!! I'm just too busy.

I have lots of things I want to do but there is just not enough of time, I know I manage my time well, its just that there isn't much of free time for me....

Lastly, I wanna wish you guys a HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Make 2016 a better year as compared to 2015... Go on, go fulfill your dreams and goals, see you soon!

Wednesday, December 30, 2015

1 More Day To 2016

Looking forward to 2016! Cherishing every moment these days~ I feel sad these days and perhaps its because of a sudden change from primary schoolto secondary school. But its okay, I'm sure I'll get used to it? 

See you in my next post! 안녕!

Tuesday, December 29, 2015

Secondary School

It's been long... I've been posted to my ideal school and I'm happy. Period. I'm afraid of lots of things such as making new friends, CCA and grades!!
Few more days till 2016, I kinda happy and kinda sad. Last days of 2015 and my holidays, I've been watching lots of Korean Dramas such as School 2015: Who Are You, She Was Pretty,
Oh My Venus and Sassy Go Go.

And there goes my holidays...

I may be taking a hiatus and I'm really sorry for that!

Tuesday, December 15, 2015

2016



15th December, we've got half month and a day more till its 2016. Well I keep emphasising on how time flies don't I? Perhaps I should have cherish more than I should, and realised earlier that once you missed the time, you'll never get it back. I've been feeling nostalgia these days, I searched it up on the internet regarding these feelings. And so, I saw this particular answer which made me kinda sad. We often feel nostalgic because we feel that what is happening currently wasn't as happy as the past. That bittersweet feeling, happy but makes me cry.

Now that I've graduated from primary school, I believe that I've gotten more mature.  Everyday, I unconsciously remind myself of the past, happy or sad, whatever it was.

I kind of cannot believe that I've already graduated from primary school. I wished I didn't want it to end soon every single day, and now that it have ended, I wished it could start all over again.

I believe everything happens for a reason, no matter what it was or were, it've already ended, I'm glad it happened and with that , I should move on to my next phrase in life. I'm excited but nervous at the same time for secondary school.

Blogging used to be my priority, but now that secondary school is in the way, I can't help but to place it in the second place. Studying shall stay in the first place.

During the past twenty over days, all I did was watching k-dramas and doing some sec 1 work. I regret everything and this feeling is worse than death. I hate the feeling of regret. the feeling of having to erase everything and run away.

See you in my next post!


Monday, December 7, 2015

Family

My family is awesome, and I'm pretty sure that there's no one other than my sister in the whole wide world that knows me more than my my parents do. Maybe only for now...

My sister is just like any other sister,but she is special...
Because I'm pretty sure no one talks the exact same way she does to me and treat me exactly like she does. Initially, I thought that having a sister pretty much sucks because it's annoying, but since then, things in school started happening.
I realised that although she is annoying most of the time, she was the only one that stood by me when I needed her most, not some bullshit people who claims themselves as a friend of mine.

People who claims themselves as my friend, they usually make use of me. I'm pretty sure we'll all meet that one person in life like that.

Back to family. They are always there for me, no matter what. Well, if they are always there when you're happy but not there for you when you're sad , what's the point? I mean you need them when you're down right? But they're not there.....

My mother is irreplaceable, I know that what she does is beneficial to me. well today's her birthday and I appreciated her for everything.

Dear Mummy, I appreciate you for everything, cooking meals for me isn't easy and I know that. I know that at times, I may be really defiant, but most importantly is that I don't turn bad in secondary school. I bear in mind that choosing friends in secondary school is important. Well I want to say, Happy Birthday to you!!!

Last but not least, my Dad.

Our home's breadwinner, thank you for working diligently everyday just to provide food on the table, I didn't really realise that lots of time passed, I've grown up and that you're becoming older each year. Me and meimei appreciate everything you've done for our family and we want to say a very big thank you to you!

Saturday, December 5, 2015

Tai Tai Day

Tai Tai literally means a lady who doesn't need to do anything except enjoying something.



 And so yesterday, I went to several places together with my mum and her friends from kindergarten and primary school and it was really fun. If my mum's gonna go out with her friends again, I would really tag along. Why? Because it was fun and it feels like being a tai tai haha. 

So we met Jaye Ah Yi first,(Hi Ah Yi!!) and went to H&M to shop for clothes. Then the rest of the Ah Yi's came to meet us.

We went to Hai Di Lao shortly after. Well the food there is amazing, especially the mala soup. Wow. Just wow. 

Time really flies, it was already in the afternoon. We went to a cafe named Dazzling Cafe located somewhere in Orchard . There was a special latte I've never seen before, its pretty unique. It's the Rose Latte. Well it's really nice,I would definitely go there again.

Here are pictures I took from the Cafe.

This place is just wonderland~


The waffle is just amazing~ 

 Last but not least, the Rose Latte! Well 
the petals can be eaten. So I tried it...


 And this cake........ 

You really have to try the Rose Latte...

 Outside the Cafe~ 
Till next time~ 

Tuesday, December 1, 2015

Sugar Free

So five days ago, I decided that I went sugar free for thirty days! Well the first day was really horrible, I was literally complaing every second.

But starting from day two, I realised that it wasn't gonna kill me.

If you can't resist the temptation, you should probably think again. Do you really want that sugar into your bloodstream?

OH HELL NO. Perhaps you wanna get yourself a cup of iced plain water with lemon slices?

So here comes my story....
I was having signs of prediabetes, a darker skin tone around my neck , arm joints and leg joints.

 I started feeling afraid, but it was not too late. I started by cutting down of 80% of sugar in my diet.

The results were, Lighter tone on neck, arm joints and leg joints.

So I've gone to extreme and challenged myself to do the thirty days challenge.

Till next time, take care and byeeeeee 

Monday, November 30, 2015

My Unpleasant Encounter

Hi there! Well today, I was at a department store in Bugis with my mum and we were shopping where we came across a skincare/cosmetic brand we were interested in. We stood there for about 5~7 mins. The sales lady didn't even bother to assist us. WTF. She's in the service line, and her attitude is like shi*. Well I think that after this experience, I'm never gonna buy from that branch again...



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Sunday, November 29, 2015

What Do I Do?

Hi there!!! So this is a random chapter, and I just wanna thank all of my readers for supporting me! So firstly, I saw this korean mask brand Faith In Face and really wanna try it! Its a hydrogel mask!!! Looks really awesome!

And secondly, somethings that happened recently.... Its all too overwhelming! The best friend I mention on my blog a few months ago... She left, it was a silent goodbye and that's what hurts the most...
 Well its not that I hate her on anything, its just that I feel that she shouldn't just dump me because she has other friends. I think that she should actually learn what it feels like... 

Thirdly, I keep on procrastinating on writing my fanfiction... I'm truly sorry, but I'm too freaking lazy to tidy my messy desk and write .... I have lots and lots of inspiration at night.

Fourthly, primary school has closed its chapter, I'm currently preparing for a new one. I'm really excited to meet new friends! But also kinda scared because of my experience in primary school!

Fifthly, I am missing my class so so so much, so much memories I couldn't count!!! 

Sixthly, I really wanna thank my family members for all their moral support! Till the end, I realised that family was still the best! I wanna thank my mummy especially! Thank you for fetching from school and bringing me home everyday without fail! 我很感激你!Thank you for supporting in everything I do too!!! 

Seventhly, this is perhaps the longest post. If you do things without passion, might as well not do it, cause what's life without passion.( omg that sounds wrong tho) jkjk.

Eightly, I wanna thank my younger sister  
Although I personally think you very naughty, always come disturb me on purpose then tell mummy that its me who started. Nevermind about that! I still love you so much. We always quarrel and I think thats normal...We are partners in crime ( you know what I mean). I really wanna thank god that you are my sister.

Ninthly, I hope to get into the school of my first choice!!  God please!!!! Help me!!!

Tenthly, thank you guys for supporting me! I really appreciate it! 

Eleventh-ly I wanna thank everyone!!!!!!

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Saturday, November 28, 2015

My PSLE Results


Hi there! Most of the people know that I've been working real hard just to ace those exams. So, what's my score? Sad to say, its an 207. My goal was 220, I worked so hard. Sacrificed all the time I've had...... And all I got was a mere 207. Although I was 3rd in class, it was really disappointing. 

Well I believe that I'll do better in Secondary School. Who knows?

PSLE's over, results are already out. I'm really glad to have a mother that encourages me instead of nagging all day long! I will continue to do better! 

And those who once looked down on me, I want to say, the day I stood on the stage to receive the award, you feel bad didn't you? Seeing that I was third, you wanted to pull me down didn't you? But sadly, I'm too strong to be influenced. 

I've been tolerating, that was it. God isn't blind you know.

And to all P6's, all the best in your next phrase in life! Jiayou!

Thursday, November 19, 2015

End Of Primary School Life

Finally, it's the end. Friends whom I share my sorrows with, friends I've known for a long time, I realize, it's all gonna come to an end. It's because we all should learn to let go. We all have been waiting for this day, but when the time arrives, we all want it to start all over again.


Its sad today's my last day, we're never ever gonna be in the same class, same school, unless our fate is strong... All this is finally.... Over.
Firstly, to Jessiah, the one who saved me every time.

You're a really great friend, caring and observant. since last week , I told you that I'm gonna post something about you. This is it, its for you. I really hope you'll be in the same school as me. Thank you, its a really great joy to have you in my life!!!


We've comed so far... Its time!!


Its a time to find new friends too!

Tuesday, November 10, 2015

I've Learned.

2015,a year I've learned that true friends ain't easy to find, I've gotta be independent, and attitude is everything.

Well firstly, who are my friends? .... They are people I've trusted wholeheartedly and yet they betrayed me. 

Sorry but I'm not that stupid to fall right in your trap once more. I've learned. Whats the point of betraying me? Well, I'm sure no one is perfect and why do you criticise?

 If you think you're so perfect, why not participate in Miss Universe? 

Even the contestants inside aren't perfect. So why the hell are you judging me. 

Leaving a comment wherever you go. These are the final days. 

Cherish it or lose it forever.




Secondly, I've learned to be independent. This society is cruel, no one is going to help you.

 Its either that you're or that you've gotta be more independent. You've gotta create opportunities for yourself!

Last but not least, I know that I used to be bossy, a leader cannot satisfy everyone. 

You've gotta learn how to deal with people with attitude problem.

 Attitude is everything. If you think that being a leader is that easy, why not exchange job with your leader ? See if that job and responsibility is easy.


Hate on me.... Whatever, coz I DON'T CARE ANYMORE. 

I almost suffered from depression! Thank goodness I didn't . Think positively, its your life. Take charge of it. 

I hate people who keep on telling me that they are committing  suicide and stuff. Please. If you think that you're gonna gain attention from it, I suggest you be a clown, its a hundred times easier. But don't give up on life!

 There are so many wonders out there waiting for you! 

New Year. New Life.

Well its going to be a new year again and I realky hate to say that I've not completed all the things I've written on my 2015 bucketlist.... So its pretty sad.

Next is that I've decided to just blog about things that happen in my life , product reviews and such. 

I really really am excited for 2016! Do leave a comment about what you are looking forward to in 2016! 

Until next time! Take care!

Wednesday, November 4, 2015

6DP. Final Days.


This topic is kinda sad and yes, it may bring you back memories and etc...

It was the best of times, it was the worst of times. But don't forget, just as the bright side of the moon, there is also the other side of the moon.

6DP was the class I got into this year. It was great! I love how much teamwork and effort our class put in to complete projects, graduation day dance and alot more. There is this girl, Delara , who was in the same class for 6 years consecutively ! She's a great friend and listener ! 

If Beyondz is reading this right now, I wanna say, stay awesome! Although our group isn't that intact, cause we formed our group only a few months ago...

To everyone whom I met, you made me the person I am today, I don't care about whatever mean things you say about me, I forgive you. But theres karma, and its none of my business.... 

I'll see you in my next post real soon, take care and see you soon! 

Thursday, October 22, 2015

Back From Malaysia + Feeling Sick

Well I came back from Malaysia about 2 days ago and now I've got a stomach flu and fever. Terrible bodyaches and vomiting. The feeling sucks!!!

Doing a review on Korean skincare products soon!

Friday, October 16, 2015

My Best Friend.

Hi Nicole! Hope you are reading this. It is dedicated to you tho. 

I think that you're a wonderful friend coz u are awesome,cool and funny. I really like your straightforwardness too! Maybe we shall do a livestream on periscope with us singin. 

My message to you is....... Don't get into troublein secondary school, it is really different from primary and yep , just stay away from trouble. We may or may not be in the same school, but I know that we'll contact each other. 

Wednesday, October 14, 2015

Bored.....

So Bored....... Chat with me on Facebook?
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I Fell Sick

Now my bones feel like they are breaking apart, my head is about to crack............ someone save me please???????

Tuesday, October 13, 2015

Thursday, October 8, 2015

Post PSLE Excercise

Well after PSLE, I feel really bored.What should I do like seriously?

Boredom sucks, I would prefer studying.
Bowling?
Shopping?
Korean Classes?

I seriously don't know.
I'm very extremely bored!!!

Wednesday, October 7, 2015

I Used To Be. I Used To Have

Today's topic is about what I was like the previous years , what I've had and what I've learned from it.



I used to be a really bad friend, I copied homework from my best friend, lets call her Jane.

Everyday, I went to school early just to get my homework "done", when I was in primary 5. It was a month before when I started copying her work. One month later, it was the P5 camp. During the last day of the camp, she suddenly didn't want to talk to me and I didn't know the reason why.

So on that day, I went home,crying. My mother fetched me from school and I decided to put up an act. We walked to a foodcourt nearby.I think that my mother sensed that something wasn't right with me and asked me if anything has happened to me. I couldn't take it anymore, tears were welling up in my eyes, I cried. I told my mother about the Jane thing and she was like okay okay, don't cry. She patted my back and comforted me, I felt so embarrassed as I was in public. I was really good to that girl except that copying think that makes me a bad friend...

The lesson I learned , never believe those who are putting on an angel's face, the devil was once an angel.

Tuesday, October 6, 2015

PSLE Is Over For Me!

Hi! Mmm so PSLE is over. Well now I feel half happy and half sad. No words can describe my feeling now,all I think that I'm never going to be as happy as I'm right now.
PSLE is over and I should be happy right? But why do I feel sad? I don't know either...

All I know is that I really deserve a really good break. A break from nagging,studying and stress!

Everything is already over,I should just let it go.....

From now on, I'm gonna update my fanfics,this blog, and lots of other stuff!

Monday, October 5, 2015

Last Paper Tomorrow

Time flies, tomorrow is the last paper!!!!
I feeling really excited!
What I intend to do after PSLE?
I intend to go to places in sg that I've not been to, hang out with my besties, attend courses etc.....

So how I've been these days?
Great! I've been living my life to the fullest,while I can and yes,I really love the life I'm living right now!


Thursday, October 1, 2015

My Very First PSLE Paper

English paper was it. I find the paper kinda okay and I really hope to score! I'm glad that I didn't feel nervous during the exam!



I went into the school feeling nervous, but after chit chatting with my friends, it totally made me feel calm! 

I really look forward to my maths paper tomorrow!

See you!

Wednesday, September 30, 2015

3 Ways to Stay Calm Before An Exam

1.Drink A Warm Cup Of Chamomile Tea Before Bed

I think that this method works really well for me as it soothes and calms me down almost immediately.


2.Meditation

I tried this before, but it does not work as well as the chamomile as for me. But I would still recommend you to try it.

3. Just Think Of Beautiful Moments You've Had.

This works like magic too! I always do that when I'm feeling nervous!

There are many other ways to use to calm down before an exam.....

My advise to you is to not panic!

Just give your best and that's it!

Remember to drink lots of water and avoid going outdoors too often if the haze is bad! Take care and fire on!

Random... Because I'm Nervous

I'm feeling pretty okay now and I guess blogging about it will distract me from it.

Well lets just talk about my hobbies...
I basically love shopping for skincare products and books.

I'm gonna do a review on two books once I've finished reading them.


I'll be doing skincare product reviews from next week onwards.

I'm scared of exams!!!

Well I've been a blogger for about 2 months maybe? I had forgotten about the dates.

I really wanna post lots of pictures on my blog but I don't know how to upload them on my computer!

Should I change my blogging style? Maybe...



Wish me all the best for my exams on Instagram and social media platforms! I've changed my Instagram username to @tae._.low so do follow me if you haven't and like my posts!


I hope to get into the secondary school I want!

Tuesday, September 29, 2015

Last Few Lessons In School

Okay, 2 more days to PSLE. I'm not feeling nervous or anything, and that's because I've already prepared for my exams.

6 years of education, and only from primary 4 onwards I concentrated in class. I hope it's not too late.

That is the exam I've been studying for 6 years of my life and I'm gonna give it my best shot.

 I've decided to finally give my brain a break. I kind of cannot believe that in 2 days time, I'm gonna be sitting for the first major exam in my life!

It's time!


The last few lessons in school were the same.But still,because of the haze almost everyone in my class feels very uncomfortable.....

I'll see you in my next blog post! Remember to follow me on Instagram, twitter and Bloglovin' ! 

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Saturday, September 26, 2015

Korean Masks Reviews!

Hi! Well today I'm gonna do a review on korean masks and list out the pros and cons, my favourites and where I got them.

1.Etude House's I Need You,Snail Mask Sheet
The texture of the serum is kinda thick, it soothes my skin but isn't making my skin any firmer. I would recommend this mask as it really is a good mask.

2.Innisfree's It's real squeeze mask
I would buy this must again! Definitely one of my all time favourite! It treats and definitely soothes my skin and as I have acne, this is the best mask that have ever worked for me!

3.
The serum is very watery, but really moisturising. When I used it for the first time, I dripped almost half the remaining essence in the package. Would recommend this for really dry skin!

4.
Would really recommend this! One of my all time favourites too! This mask moisturises very well! But would still prefer the tea tree one!



This is the end of my blogpost and yes, this isn't a sponsored post. I would do more of reviews in my upcoming posts! See you soon! 
-Tae, your blogger

Friday, September 25, 2015

Haze

Whoa. The current PSI is at 84 and the skies look quite clear though.


It makes me have a bad headache,sore throat and lots of other symptoms.


HATE THE HAZEEEEEEEE!

But I good thing about it when it gets above 300,no school !!!!!


But still goddamn hate the haze!

Hey!

Just one more week before I can be free!!!

I NEED TO BEAR WITH IT!!!!



I would start blogging frequently from next week onwards if I can and I really hope to get into the secondary school of my choice!


I'm still considering which 6 schools I should choose!


Time passes so fast especially this year........

Sometimes I feel like crying and sometimes I feel that life's really that short.

Currently there is only 6 days to my PSLe and I'm using my free time to post.

It takes me about 7 minutes to post about a 100 words I guess.



Love you guys!
Fighting!

Wednesday, September 23, 2015

The PSLE everyone is talking about

In 7 days, the very major exam is coming....to catch me........trap me..........but its fine because I've already prepared a long long time ago........

Well wish me good luck,to all my friends, I wish you all the best for all your exams! I hope to see you in the same secondary school next year.

My next post will be after my PSLE.

Sunday, September 13, 2015

The End Of The Holidays

Ok the title of this post is self explanatory  

Why does it have to end so fast?? Time flies and i guess most of us hate it!!!! I hate how time passes!

Saturday, September 12, 2015

Reality Hurts

Well sometimes I don't know if I'm a good or a bad friend, I only know that I do not betray them or harm them in any way. The reality always hurts..... I have been hurted by the cruel reality. I wish I can escape from reality. From my exam results to my appearence, there were comparisions and critisms..... I ignored them but ..... Words do hurt. The old saying that goes... "Sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me". This saying is really....... Well I guess that each and everyone out there might or have experienced the feeling of betrayal and loss. It really does hurt..... Especially words. I think its time I let go and move on. So to that dang person, please don't come looking for me again..... The truth always hurts.

Hey guys!

So I thought that you guys might havenoticed  that I've not been updating recently, the reason is very simple. My mum wants me to focus on my PSLE first and after the exam, I can blog as much as I want to .  
Though I feel so sorry, I guess the only choice I've got is to obey my parents!

I'll see you really soon!! 

Sunday, September 6, 2015

The Scorch Trail

Omg. In 4 days time, the movie is gonna be screened!!



See you guys soon!


The movie was out two days ago!! I've watched it with my sister and my mum!  

You should see the movie!! It's really awesome!!

Hello

Hi guys I'm now blogging about random stuff and how my life has been going on so far. 

So these days, I usually come home from school and I immediately do my homework and I'm kinda bored. 
My PSLE is coming soon and I'm really nervous. I do revise a lot and I hope to pass with flying colours.

I basically think blogging helps me in my English and yes it does.

What I Do When I'm At My Maternal Grandma's Kampong House.

I always go back to Malaysia to play, shop or go to my maternal grandma's kampong house. That house doesn't have any wifi and sometimes things get pretty boring. But there's always things I like to do there...

1. I catch flies using the clear plastic bag.
It's really very fun and I love doing that. It really needs lots of patience.

2.As there are two storeys, I always like to sit down and read on the staircase. I can see through the kitchen and it's always fun.

3. I love to play with the dog.

4.I love to play hide and seek with my sister. There are ten rooms in the house and it's kinda hard to find the person hiding. 

5. I always go outside of the house where there are flowers. I love to pluck the flowers there, drop it into the drain and watch it flow away.

6. I always ask my cousin sister to take me on a ride on a motorcycle. It's always fun and I love it!


Although there is no wifi there, I find that there are many interesting things to do and I can relax there. I always look forward to going there as I really love playing in the house! 

Noooo Tomorrow's Monday Again!

I hate Mondays....

What I did today?

I went to Jurong Point to shop and do some grocery shopping with my mum. Bonding time! 

I'm starting to run out of ideas about what I should blog about but anyway, I'm gonna tell you the title of my next post.

The title is, What I Do When I'm At My Maternal Grandma Kampong House.


I know this post is short. I will update soon! See you! 

Saturday, September 5, 2015

Now I Know.....

Now I know that a woman's mood can go like a roller coaster. Whoa. First I was sad and now? I'm on cloud 9.


What made me happy? Seeing my viewership going up! Thank you for supporting me!  I may want to do more of long reviews!

Do follow me on Instagram and comment saying that you read my blog! Thank you!

Being Criticised

I'm always being criticised. Fat,ugly,dumb. Its always these tree words. I know I'm fat, I do have eyes you know? And how do you define ugly?Are you smarter than me by criticising me?  If you are, you wouldn't be using these three words everyone would know. 

You know what, I don't really care but it hurts you know. Maybe you aren't loved by your parents and you are crticised by your parents thats why you come out to society and criticise others. Grow up people! Do you think I really care? Do you think that everyone is as shallow as you? Don't judge. Everything happens for a reason and no one has the right the judge,unless you're a judge.

You guys are so so so shallow. 

Some Things Change

Hey readers, I just posted a review and now I'm gonna tell you about what just happened to me.

Some things come and go, now I don't know what forever is. Does forever even exist? Can I still trust people? I don't know honestly. After so many things happened to me, I don't know if I can still trust people. 

After so many setbacks and betrayals, I finally learned. I trust people but I don't trust them 100%. The first time I felt betrayed was when I trusted that person so much as if they were my family, but right now, I feel so hurt and deep down my heart? I still can't believe that she left. Is it because of my attitude? It is because of my appearance? Am I really that ugly or are you just purely judgemental ? 

Dear stranger or ex friend, if you are reading this right now, I just want to tell you that karma does exist. What goes around comes around. You betray me today, someone will betray you someday. I will get over it soon.
-Tae 

AC Clinic Daily Gel Lotion

Hey guys! Today I'm gonna write ablut the Etude House's AC Clinic Daily Gel Lotion.

This gel lotion is just simply awesome. I have conbination skin and will have breakouts very often on my forehead. I use this on my whole face and it seriously moisturises my face without making my T-zone look like..... 


I really love this gel lotion!!! 

I have tuition.....

I really hate tuition, I even have to go on a Saturday morning....... I feel so sleepy man. Sad life.

Friday, September 4, 2015

Finally Bored

The third time I've been bored. Seriously nothing to do other than blogging about random things! I don't have any new books to read !!!!!! Fustrated!!!!

Hamsters

So this post is about hamsters. I really love hamsters and I've had them before.

I currently have a Sapphire breed hamster and its a female.

How long have they been in my house?
1 1/2 years now.

I've experimented with the pellet type of bedding and it really sucks! Whats worst is that I bought the one with the bigger package.

The next breed I intend to buy is the Pearl Winter White one. It looks so soft and fluffy!!!

Hey...

 Hi readers!  I won't be able to post so often from now cause I'm quite busy and I' m very sorry about it!

Thursday, September 3, 2015

Korean Beauty Products

I will be trying out a few of the products I think people with acne skin would like to try and they are all from Korea.

So how do I choose them?

I would check out mostly stuff from Etude House and Innisfree.

End of blog post...
See you guys !

How My Friend's Cousin Damaged My Phone

So when we were playing football, I was taking my phone and he kicked the ball not seeing that I was holding my phone. So there goes my phone and it flew.

The hole where we insert the earphones(idk what its called) was being distorted and yep


How To Survive Without A Phone And What I Do When I'm Bored

No No No No! I can't actually survive without a phone. Notice why my blog seldom have photos?
That's because I don't know how to upload it on my computer!

What I do when I'm bored?
I usually have a book and music player with me wherever I go.

If I'm at home, I would write and write about random stuff.

I really hate days without my phone!!!


Saga is finally over.

Hi readers! This post is all about the recent issue and it's finally over.

The past is in the past.
Let's not talk about it anymore.

So you guys do realise that I have created a few pages, let me give a brief description of these pages.

Aunt Agony is a page for you to tell me about the things that happened to you and I shall give you some advices!

Contact Me is a page where I state some details about how you can get into contact with me.

Beauty is about reviews and more

Food is about where I went to eat and places I recommend.

Period And Cramps (for female readers!)

So this post is about periods and I'm gonna share with you the my first experience when I was 11.

I was at this mall and I went to the toilet, I Realised that there was blood on my undergarment and I went out screaming for my mum.

Cramps hurt like hell. There are also the backaches and I just hate it. Well I guess every female will hate it one day too...

PMS. Yes that's right. Sometimes I can shout and scream like I'm from an asylum and everyone will be like, the heck is wrong with you?


I have lots of cravings for chocolate and fast food. IDK why either.

So I skipped school today because of the cramps and such.

I feel that my ovaries are gonna explode OMGGGG


My back feels like it's gonna break into two.

And that's how I feel!

Wednesday, September 2, 2015

My Mother (Part 1)


Year 1994

My mother and my aunt was once treated like a slave. She dropped out of school at 15 years old to support her family to provide for her sick mother and a sick elder brother. Her salary was less than $1000.

Her kind cousin brother took her in but, his wife showed her attitude. She shared a room with her sister , nieces and nephews.

As she was working night shift, she didn't sleep well in the day as the children were far too noisy.

She receives lots and lots of sarcasm from her cousin sister in law. She didn't dare to eat much in he house either. After a few months, she and my mother and my aunt decided to move out. They rented a room together and the monthly rental was $500.


My aunt was the one who sacrifice the most, said my mother. She dropped out the school even earlier. She dropped out in primary school.

Teachers Day

Teachers Day is a day where we tell teachers how we feel. This year is a very important year for me as I'm taking my PSLE examinations.
Here, I wish all teachers a HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!

Dedicated to:
Mrs Kwan

Message:
Dear Mrs Kwan, thank you for teaching us patiently and guiding us along!

Dear Mdm Ho
Thank you for guiding us along as this is a very important year for us!

 To all the teachers who taught me, thank you for being patient!

Back From School

Hi guys! I'm so happy to have readers from Brazil and the United States!
I'm blogging about what happened in school today and how I feel now.

First of all, I feel scared, because I'm not sure if that person is gonna be change the time for his tuition.

How Would I Rate Today?
4/106
Why I deducted 4 points?
2 points because I feel very afraid
1 point because I didn't have the chance to tell my teacher that I didn't want to be class chairperson anymore.
1 points because school was not great at all.


So What Happened In School?

I wasn't happy at all in school. I felt depressed, I didn't know if I should go for counselling as for now. I felt like I was stupid because I didn't retaliate.


But anyway, what makes me scared is that he is staying in my neighbourhood and I'm afraid I might bump into him on the streets and more things might happen.

See You Guys In My Next Post!

School Again

I have to get up at 5.50 in the morning every dang school day.

I do not like going to school!

After the punching incident, I'm a little afraid of boys!

I'm afraid some might bash me or anything!

Going to school again , see you when I'm home!

My Daily Routine

 The following list is gonna be my daily routine.
1.Wake up
2.Brush up
3.School
4.Homework
5.Blogging
6.Dinner
7.Skincare
8.Sleep

And repeat the whole routing again and again...

HATE HOMEWORKKKKKKKKKK

How I Stop Biting My Nails

Hey guys, after the traumatic experience, I've finally cooled down a little, but I'm still very afraid.

Anyway, this blog post is about how I stop biting my nails.

I always take a calming marble stone with me when I'm bored, as I notice that when I'm bored, I tend to bite my nails.

I've been biting my nails for like 5 years until I decided that it was time for a change. No more bad habits!

I trim away the bitten part and waited it to grow out.

Tuesday, September 1, 2015

Korean Beauty Products Shop

Whenever I go into any Korean beauty products shop and buy anything,they will give tons of freebies.

So fun!!!!!!!

What I love to buy?
Mask, Lip Products , Cream and lots more!

Where do I buy them?
The nearest shop near my house!

I really love love love Korean beauty products!

Just Woke Up From An Afternoon Nap

Forgot the date, the year and which century I'm from.

Still feeling upset and he and his mother is a .........

Bought a few stuff and caught a movie just now and my mood is still .....

Since that boy and his mother has so much time..........

I've never seen such people in my life before......


Alright. Blogging makes me feel better,I'm gonna blog about something more cheerful.

I went to the theatre to catch the movie, Inside Out.

You should catch this movie! It's awesome

Sun-prise Mild Airy Finish sunblock from Etude House

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I'm doing a review today because my mum brought me to the mall to brighten my mood.
I went into Etude House and got this sun-prise mild airy finish and a few other items.

This sunblock has a SPF50+ protection and is suitable for sensitive skin.

It's texture is liquidly and non greasy.



Traumatized

I'm still traumatized because of the punching incident and currently I'm like staying at home.

I am angry, in pain and traumatized.

If I were to punch him now, he would be lying on the hospital bed!

What Makes a Parent A Failure?

I'm angry currently and I'm writing this post to express how I felt when one of a tuition centre student came to punch me.

After he punched me, he said that he felt a sense of satisfactory.

The boy's mother asked him to apologize and he apologized. Does she think that a sorry would make things better?

She said that I was a big mouth and whatsoever.

The reason he hit me?
When this girl named Elva came in, I called her Elsa. What is wrong with that?!?

What makes me even angrier is that he still dares to talk back to my mother.

My mother was so angry that her legs were trembling.

I currently have bruises on my right shoulder and it freaking hurts.

The boy continued and said "I already apologized, what more do you expect?"

He rolled his eyes at my sister and glared at my mother.

His mother was siding with his son when he was in the wrong.

As a parent, shouldn't she say something that is right?

I was raging when his mother asked me to apologize when I did nothing wrong and she said that I was the one creating trouble!

No wonder your son hits people without a valid reason.



After that, my mum called the police.
The teacher had installed a CCTV in the classroom and it shows clearly how he hitted me.

Monday, August 31, 2015

Changing all my profile pics.

Why I changed it?

I changed it because of some personal and serious matters and I do not wish to reveal too much about myself currently. I will change back when I think it's time to do so.

Starting To Write Reviews On The Weekends!

Hey dear readers! I'm gonna start to write review for mostly Korean skincare products and books.

This reviews will be made every Saturday or Sunday if I have got time to do so.

I'm also gonna write reviews about food in SG and lots more!

Follow my Instagram as I'm gonna update a lot real soon!

Alright! I'll see you guys later if my mum allows me to use the computer! See ya!

-Tae

Learning Korean + Tips!

I'm going to start my Korean language learning class in about November, and I'm currently trying to put it to one side first. BUT I CAN'T! How can I put that aside? I keep thinking that November is gonna come real soon and I'll have my time to learn Korean.

I've already learned the basics including the consonants and vowels.

Tips for those who are learning:
1.Get magazines or books printed in Korean and read them until you're comfortable reading.

2.Listen to K-pop, it helps you to pronounce better and there are many words you can learn.

3.Take your time...Learning a language  is not as easy as you think, but it is also not that hard. We all have been speaking our own language from the time we were born till now isn't it?

4.Practice makes perfect. Practice speaking.

5.Do not give up!


I've been learning Korean like £ months ago and I can read fluently now! take your time!


My Vision And Contact Lenses

Hey readers! Here's the update as promised! I hope you guys could share your story with me too!
I realised I needed glasses.
Glasses are annoying and I asked my mum if I could get contact lenses. I expected that she would say
no. Well I expected it to be a no as she always said that I was too young and my eyes are still developing. I finally agreed with that and didn't pester my mum anymore.
But still , I want to try them when I get older.

My vision is quite bad. I'm short sighted and I wear glasses.
Both my eyes are 175 degrees.
I use to lie down on my bed to read books and use gadgets. I use the computer almost everyday for 5 hours straight without taking a break.
My mother had warned me countless times about my vision but I turned her words to a deaf ear.

How to share with me your story?
Email me at enyalow@gmail.com
Although this is a short post, I'm gonna post more later! Bye!

It's Monday Again...

Hey guys,it's Monday again. I hate Mondays seriously. The reason why, I have tuition, the teacher is not in a so good mood ang always gives us tons and tons of homework,my mum's mood is bad,my dad's mood is also very bad,my sister has got mood swings and I  feel very bad.

Sometimes it's because of some not so smart people in my class and they always try to do some childish stuff. GROW UP PEOPLE! I AM VERY DANG ANNOYED!

Since today is Monday, I will post about 3-4 posts?

It depends on my mood.



Just kidding.


See you in my next blog post!

Sunday, August 30, 2015

The Whole Of My Primary School Life

In Primary 1....
I was a short and plump girl. I didn't have much friends and I didn't know why. I remembered being called up by the teacher every time.

In Primary 2........
I was too naive
There was this girl "C"(the same girl mentioned in my first post)who was quite close to me. Then one day,she and "K", ganged up and bullied me. The whole level didn't talk to me and I didn't have ANY friends. I felt so depressed. I was only 8.


In Primary 3......
I was a loner.
I had started to built a " defence wall". I was wary of anyone who tried to come near me and I doubt everyone.Although I was always alone, this time I didn't felt lonely.

In Primary 4....
I was a mischievious girl.
I started to try and trust people. I gained a few friends and eventually, they left . " C " finally left from my life. She went to other school.

In Primary 5....
I was a quiet and well behaved girl. I was chosen as class chairperson. I felt so proud. Nothing bad happened this year.

In Primary 6....
I was chosen as class chairperson yet again. My PSLE is about to come and I' m working on it!



You can see how my personality changed and how I felt in primary school. This is gonna be the last year I'm going to be in primary school and I promise I would really miss Primary 6!

Friday, August 28, 2015

I'm Writing Fanfiction Other Than Blogging

Hello my dear readers! I am back!

I'm writing this post to tell you guys about my fan fiction

.I would mostly recommend my fanfic to EXO-L's as the fanfic
I'm writing about is ,Sehun. He is a member in EXO and I'm writing about him in an arranged marriage.

I'm also working on other fan fiction!My Works

 Do check them out!

Where can you view my works?
You can view them on Wattpad. My account is rise_of_tae.

How to find my works?(there are too many out there)
Go to my profile and search for my works!

I'll paste a link (arrow right) My Works

Random

Hey readers or I would rather call,Pearls, I blog about some random things,reviews and food a few times a day.Although they are not long,I will try my best to update at least twice a day! Follow me on instagram @tae_life_21 for phots and things I do!


I really hope that my readers would actually comment on my blog regarding what they would be interested to read in!

Also,if you do have any enquires about anything, feel free to email me at enyalow@gmail.com , I do have twitter, my username is the same as my instagram name!


Currently I'm writing more on my personal life than anything else. I give advices,tips and etc...

TGIF and what happened two weeks ago in the arcade

To students,and people who has already finished their work,time to enjoy the weekends!
All my prelim results are out,even though this time my results aren't that great,I'll make my PSLE results better!

Even though I did okay this time,my parents expectations are way higher than what I have gotten.

The last time I took a maths exam,I failed,but this time,I PASSEDDDD. I felt so nervous when the teacher was taking the exam scripts in her hand.

I felt so happy when I saw the marks on my exam paper!

It's only the prelims! But in a 1 and a half months,the PSLE is coming! I feel nervous and I hope that time will pass faster!

I already have in my mind,the six choices of secondary school I wanna go to.

Two weeks ago,Beyondz and I went to the arcade."F",( not a member in our group anymore ) saw this girl that used to be in our school and said some vulgarities to her.I went to the counter with "F" to top up the card and saw her staring at us.
I felt  scared.I went to my leader,Nicole, told her about it and we kept as much distance as we could.

From that incident onwards,"F" never went out with us and we didn't invite her as we didn't wanna invite trouble.

"F" is really childish,the girl from the arcade looks like she does have a gang.Even though I had already told her about it,she said that we also have our own "gang"! We are a squad not a gang!We went out for fun,not for the sake of trouble!


What Happened Today

Oh My God.
A longggg week is almost over,one more day!
Fighting!

1 and a half months to PSLE,the final battle is about to arrive.I will do my best.

Dear Pearls (readers), how do you actually find my blog? I know this my sound a little stupid tho...

What happened on Thursday,27 August 2015?
I woke up as usual,for school and was really nervous as there was the science prelim papers,waiting for me.After the paper,the teacher would always have to submit the papers to whatever place.... during the period of time where the teacher was out of the class,I had to "take care" of the class as I was class chairperson.Nobody respects me,'S' a boy from my class,insulted my mother.My teacher,who was walking back,heard lots of noises.She said that she heard 'S' said something. Teacher then asked me What has happened.My teacher said,"I know you guys don't like Enya,I had heard lots of negative comment about her,but I choose her as class chairperson and you guys should at least show basic respect.do you think that she likes standing in front of the class?".

Although I felt sad, I didn't do anything wrong did I?


Alright,time for school! Have a nice day!


Wednesday, August 26, 2015

BATTLE OF THE KFC WINGS

I pick Korea! One of my favorite country!

I love their culture because of their politeness and formality.
I love their food because most of their food is spicy and sour. I love spicy and sour food!!!

Freshly breaded in store with a special batter,these juicy wings are cooked to crispy perfection and coated in your choice of two bold flavours-- choose between the Japanese-inspired tangy yet savoury Umadare and the Korean-inspired sweet and spicy Yang Yeum. Who will be crowned king of the wings? You decide.


Tuesday, August 25, 2015

A Few Topics

Hey Pearls! Welcome Back to my blog! I am currently blogging about some random and (interesting)things!


I would also want to know about your reading preferences! Leave a comment on this post to give me ideas ! I really love Kpop! My Kpop addiction started in when I was in Primary school and till now,I still love it.There are many hunks and babes in Kpop,which makes me totally addicted to.

 My favourite groups currently are EXO,BTS,Big Bang,Girls Generation,Girls Day and 2NE1. Reasons I love Kpop...
1.I am trying to learn Korean language
2.I love their music
3.Their awesome dance moves
4.They're just awesome!!


 I also love Korean drama....My favorites are,My Love From Another Star,I Can Hear Your Voice and Master Sun.


 Now for the sad part....

I recently lost my best friend,the one whom I thought could be trusted....but no...she left me and I was left there alone....I tried not to care about it but it hurts so much......

The quote is so true,"Its not the "goodbye" that hurts,it was all those memories that do".

Dedicated to her, If you are reading this,I want to tell you this,dear Ex BFF,I still think of you as a friend,perhaps you were the one that changed,or perhaps its me,but anyway,we all know that people change,I think that what you did to me was unforgivable,I don't hate you,nor like you anymore.....
 -Tae

Sunday, August 23, 2015

Favorite Books

I'm intending to call my readers Pearls!

So today, I am going to blog about the books I have always enjoyed reading.
1.Memoirs of a Geisha

This book is so awesome I've read it like 4-5 times. 


2. The Miraculous Journey of Edward Tulane


This book is quite sad tho...

This is the end of my recommendation.

Hope you guys would enjoy reading them too. 😁😁😁

Bullied

The first time I was bullied in school,I was in Primary 2.

 Almost the whole level in my school hated me.

 I didn't know why but all I felt was that there was no one there for me. The second time was about accusing me. "C" got my home number from someone,called my house and the next thing I know?

The teacher was involved. Ever since that incident, I totally became a "mute" in school. I didn't dare talk to anyone.

Even my so called closest friends? They left.

From this experience,I learned to be strong and not be stupid anymore.